April
11, 2021
Readings:
First Reading:
Acts of the Apostles 4: 32-35
Psalm 118 “Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good, his
love is everlasting.”
Second Reading: 1
John 5 1-6
Gospel reading
according to John 20: 19-31
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Homily:
On the same day, on the first day of the week, where Jesus resurrected
early in the morning, while it was still dark; on that same day of the first
day of the week also, on the evening, Jesus appeared to his disciples still
hiding from the Jews for their lives.
For them, it was still dark/evening, as if they did not hear the good
news that Jesus was resurrected from Mary Magdalene, Simon Peter and John, and
women companions, that early morning.
Still the disciples were in the dark of the night and did not yet
recognize the light brought by the resurrection of Jesus. “On the evening of that first day of the
week, when the doors were locked, where the disciples were, for fear of the
Jews, Jesus came and stood in their midst and said to them, ‘Peace be with you,’
When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side” (John
20: 19-20) On that evening, Jesus appeared and stood in
their midst, and to guarantee that he had no grudges against them, that it was
ok now, he greeted them with the sign of peace, “Peace be with you.” It means he has forgiven them for their lack
of faith and unbelief to what he said on the rising of the dead. “Peace be with you” means, they were
still his disciples for he loved them.
There was nothing to worry about, he has forgiven them and accepted
their weaknesses. To prove his
resurrection, he showed to them his hands, side [and feet] marked with nails,
the signs of his suffering, passion and death on the cross.
When the disciples saw the living Christ, naturally they rejoiced and delighted. “The disciples rejoiced when they saw the
Lord” (John
20: 20). Some of them could not express
their feelings, happiness and joy when they saw the risen Lord; some of them
still could not believe that Jesus was alive and in front of them talking to
them and giving peace and showing nail marks.
There were mixed emotions and fear, faith and disbelief among the
disciples about the resurrection of Jesus, who was present in their midst. There were some disciples whose eyes were
prevented from recognizing him, and some of them were startled and terrified
and thought that they were seeing a ghost.
So Jesus, to guarantee his disciples that he was he, he said again for
the second time his greetings of peace. “Jesus
said to them again, ‘Peace be with you.
As the Father has sent me, so I send you’.” (John
20: 21). After saying, “Peace be with you,” he
commissioned and sent his disciples to spread “Peace” and the good news
of the resurrection from the dead throughout the whole world. That there is nothing to worry about for he
conquered sin and death, that they are now free and liberated from the chains
of slavery of sin and of the devil. That
the light is now shining upon the earth due to his resurrection.
To help the disciples spread the good news with courage and confidence,
without fear, he gave them a lasting companion, the Paraclete, the Holy Spirit.
“And when he had said this, he breathed on them and said to them, ‘Receive
the Holy Spirit. Whose sins you forgive
are forgiven them, and whose sins you retain are retained’.” (John
20: 22-23). He breathed on them the
Spirit of wisdom and understanding, the Spirit of courage and strength, the
Spirit of life and truth, and the Spirit of love to God and one’s
neighbor. He added that whoever they
forgive are forgiven and whoever they retain their sins are not forgiven and
remain to them their sins.
Because of the fear of the Jews, the disciples and Apostle were separated
in their hiding place. It so happened
that Thomas was separated from the group.
Maybe he did it intentionally to be in a different hiding place or he
did not listen to the instruction of Simon Peter, their leader, or he lost his
trail, the way to the upper room. “Thomas,
called Didymus, one the Twelve, was not with them when Jesus came. So the other disciples said to him, ‘We have
seen the Lord.’ But he said to them,
‘Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hands and put my finger into the
nail marks and put my hand into his side, I will not believe’.” (John
20: 24-25). Thus, during the first appearance of Jesus, Thomas was not with
them there in the upper room. But with
the other disciples with the courage to go out, they found Thomas and told him
what had happened on the first day of the first week after the Passover. But instead to be happy and rejoice of the
news he had heard, he challenged the other disciples to produce Jesus (the
risen Lord), with all the marks of the nails, and the wounds in his hands and
side [and feet]. Unless he sees by his
own eyes all the marks and wounds, he does not believe them.
After the first week when Jesus appeared to his disciple; and in the
second week, still the disciples were hiding but this time Thomas was with them
in the upper room, when suddenly Jesus appeared and showed himself again to
them. “Now a week later his disciples
were again inside and Thomas was with them, Jesus came, although the doors were
locked, and stood in their midst and said, ‘Peace be with you.’ Then he said to Thomas, ‘Put your finger here
and see my hands, and bring your hand and put it into my side, and do not be
unbelieving, but believe.’ Thomas
answered and said to him, ‘My Lord and my God!’ Jesus said to him, ‘Have you
come to believe because you have seen me? Blessed are those who have not seen
me and have believed’.” (John 20: 26-29). The doors were locked but still Jesus was
able to appear in the midst of his disciples who were still in the dark hiding
for fear of their lives. For the third
time, Jesus said to them, “Peace be with you,” as if Jesus was bringing light
to the darkness covering the disciples.
He was saying to them the darkness had passed and the light shines forth
in the night of their lives. Also, it so
happened that Thomas was with them. So
Jesus called the attention of Thomas who until now had disbelief at what he saw,
that Jesus was here in their presence alive.
Jesus said to him to look at his hands and see the nail marks, put his
finger on them and bring his hand and put it on his side. He convinced him not to be unbelieving but to
believe. He said also to Thomas, “Have you come to believe because you have
seen me? Blessed are those who have not seen me and have believed.” We
are blessed for we did not see Jesus but we believe in him.
To conclude his gospel, John said that many other things Jesus performed
in the sight of his disciples that are not written. “Now Jesus did many other signs in the
presence of his disciples that are not written in this book. But these are written that you may come to
believe that Jesus is the Messiah, the Son of God, and that through this you
may have life in his name” (John 20: 30-31). But those signs and wonders that Jesus had
made were remembered and written so that those who read and will read his gospel
may believe in Jesus, the Messiah, the Son of the living God, and to have life
eternal. Amen.