vrijdag 12 juli 2013

Gaano man kabigat

Gaano man kabigat
ang nagawa nating kasalanan
ang ating Panginoong Diyos
ay lagi handang magpatawad
sa humihingi ng Kanyang kapatawaran
sapagka't mahal Niya tayo
at may nakalaan Siyang
magagandang plano't biyaya
sa atin.

Ang Diyos ay madaling magpatawad
at sagana sa biyaya
kung matutuhan lang sana
nating aminin at akuin
ang ating mga nagawang kasalanan
at matututo tayong
humingi sa Kanya
ng kapatawaran
tayo ay madaling makakalaya
sa pagka-alipin
dulot ng kasalanan
at ng ating kahinaan
sa panunukso ng diyablo, ni Satanas.

Who committed a grave sin

Like King David who committed a grave sin against God, for he was anointed and chosen to become king of Israel; and against his neighbor, Uriah, for plotting his murder, to take his wife, Bathsheba, God in his goodness and mercies pardoned the offenses King David did; nevertheless, the punishment uttered by the Prophet Nathan against the kingdoms of Judah and Israel remained - they will experience lots of war in the Promised Land.  This event is also a reminder for us sinners, our sins are always forgiven yet there is always punishment stored for them - to purify once more ourselves, our motivation and freedom, and our wellness.

Nathan, the prophet, pointed out directly to King David his guilt without dilly-dally, he siad, "You are the man!" (Ikaw nga ang salarin!).  Then, afterward (isinungkawa) one by one, he narrated the gifts/graces God had given him:
     > anointed him as king of Israel
     > rescued from the former king Saul's hand
     > gave him the lord's (king Saul) house or kingdom
     > gave him many wives
as he added, that "if this were not enough . . ." God will give him more.  "I could count up for you still more."

See how generous God is to us.  He never loses graces upon graces towards us, if we obey Him, serve Him will full heart and sincerity.  But, man's desire cannot be satisfied.  The more he gets the more he wants.  After Fall, God cannot satisfy our hunger and thirst for anything except if we surrender to Him our appetite and desire - the freedom and free-will.

Tinatawag ka at hinihirang . . . sa kabila ng


Patuloy at hindi tumitigil
ang Panginoon Diyos
sa pagtawag at paghirang
sa mga tao (o marahil sa lahat ng tao)
upang ipamalita
sa bawa't sulok at lugar
na nagaganap na
ang Kaharian o Pamamayani ng Diyos -
ang kapayapaan, kasaganahan, kagalakan
at higit sa lahat ang pag-ibig
sa puso't diwa, sa tahanan at lipunan
ng bawa't isa, sa lahat ng tao
maging sa mga tinawag at hinirang
datapwa't hindi pa ito nangyayari
o nagaganap.

Marami pa rin sa atin ang patuloy
na nagbibingi-bingihan
o hindi nakikinig sa tawag ng Panginoon Diyos
at pinipili pa nila, marahil, ang manahimik
o magsa-walang kibo, halukipkip ang mga braso't kamay
lumagay sa isang tabi, tumingin na lang
at huwag maki-alam
o makisangkot sa Misyon at Gawain ng Diyos
dahil para sa kanila ay sapat na na buhay sila,
kontento sa buhay na nakagawian,
malayo sa gulo at hindi nahihirapan
o hindi makaranas ng kahihiyan
kapag sila'y tinatanggihan
o 'di kaya pinapaniwalaan
o ipamukha at ibalik sa kanya
ang kanyang mga kahinaan at mga kasalanan,
at baka pagsabihan pa sila
na "baka mas masahol ka pa kaysa sa akin."

vrijdag 14 juni 2013

Gamitin at paunlarin pa


Gamitin at paunlarin pa -
upang hindi masayang,
ang mga nagawa . . .
nalikha na.

Oo nga't walang laman


Oo nga't walang laman
pero mahalaga
sapagka't kung ito'y mawawala
o 'di kaya'y aalisin
mawawalang saysay
ang lahat ng bagay
na siyang
kanyang pinapalooban

Don't give up


Don't give up
or else you'll die!
(A bee trapped in the window screen
but the screen has opened space
to allow him to fly)

Sensitibo at maramdamin


Sensitibo at maramdamin,
wala namang pakialam . . .
at pakiramdam sa iba.

Journey of Life


Journey of my life . . .
go . . . leave . . .
wherever you go . . .
bring with you
my LOVE, my STRENGTH . . .
my COURAGE . . . my ALL!

Runaway, go away . . .
travel into LIFE'S JOURNEY . . .
BUT when the evening comes,
BACK to my EMBRACE,
to my WARMTH LOVE!

I'm always waiting for your return!

donderdag 13 juni 2013

The gravity of our sins is weighed by the sincerity of our hearts



11th Sunday in Ordinary Time
June 16, 2013
Year of Faith

First Reading: 2 Sam 12:7-10, 13
Psalm 32:1-2, 5, 7, 11
Second Reading: Galatians 2:16, 19-21
Gospel Reading: Luke 7:36-8:3

The same with our Lord Jesus Christ, the gravity of our sins is weighed by the sincerity of our hearts in amending/correcting the wrong we have done.  He did not look at us whether we sinned small, like the Pharisee or great like the unnamed woman who washed the feet of Jesus.  But, the action in doing penance is more important.  Jesus accepted the Pharisee’s invitation to dine with him who thought he was not a sinner (see Luke 7:36), but Jesus knew his sin – pride and indifference towards others, especially the poor and marginalized of the society.  Though it is small, venial sin, yet still it is sin against God’s commandment of love.  The unnamed woman whom Jesus already met, talked and forgiven, because of her great gratitude to Jesus for the forgiveness she received and experienced from him and was very happy, came at the Pharisee’s house to serve Jesus totally in return.  A sinful woman,” as Luke described her, “. . . bringing an alabaster flask of ointment, she stood behind him at his feet weeping and began to bathe his feet with her tears. Then she wiped them with her hair, kissed them, and anointed them with the ointment” (Luke 7:37-38).  She did not stop in thanking the Lord after receiving forgiveness, but rather she continued following Jesus Christ even at the house of this Pharisee, named Simon, (Luke 7:40) who disgusted and detested her.  Simon said to himself, “If this man were a prophet, he would know who and what sort of woman this is who is touching him, that she is a sinner(Luke 7:39).  He judged her by her appearance and manner of living for her daily food, but as teacher and leader of his community, he did not see her heart and soul and her suffering because of her condition and status in society.  What he saw was “that she is a sinner” (Luke 7:39).  Later on, after citing the parable of debtors and creditor, Jesus compared Simon to the unnamed woman from the perspective of forgiven sinner.  Because “her many sins have been forgiven; hence, she has shown great love. But the one to whom little is forgiven,” like the Pharisee, his loves little” (Luke 7:47).  Our sins also are forgiven on the quality and quantity of our faith and sincere sorrow for our sins, and the readiness to sin no more, and returning back to God with thankful hearts.  Jesus said to her and to us, "Your sins are forgiven . . .  Your faith has saved you; go in peace” (Luke 7:48, 50).  Amen.  Thanks be to God!

God punish us . . . for He loves us!



11th Sunday in Ordinary Time
June 16, 2013
Year of Faith

First Reading: 2 Sam 12:7-10, 13
Psalm 32:1-2, 5, 7, 11
Second Reading: Galatians 2:16, 19-21
Gospel Reading: Luke 7:36-8:3

In the first reading, king David, committed a grave sin against God, for he was anointed and chosen to become king of Israel and Judah; that is to say, he was the leader and protector of the weak, powerless, poor people, and servant of all; as well as against his neighbor, Uriah the Hittite, one of the best soldiers in king David’s army and husband of Bathsheba, for plotting his murder to take his wife Bathsheba (cf. 2 Sam 12:9, 10).  Nathan, the prophet of God, pointed out directly to king David his guilt without dilly-dallies (straight to the point), he said: “You are the man!” (Ikaw nga ang salarin!) (2 Sam 12:7).   Then, one by one he narrated the gifts and graces God had given to him: (1) anointed as king of Israel and Judah, (2) rescued from the hand of the first and/or former king Saul, (3) gave him the lord’s (king Saul) house of Israel and of Judah, (4) gave him many wives. (2 Sam 12:8).  Nathan added that God will give many more gifts and graces to come for him. “And if this were not enough, I could count up for you still more” (2 Sam 12:8).  See how generous God is to him and to us.  He never fails graces upon graces towards us, if we obey Him, serve Him with full hearts and sincerity. 

But man’s desire cannot be satisfied.  The more he gets the more he wants.  After Fall, God cannot satisfy our hunger and thirst for anything, except if we voluntarily surrender to Him our appetite and desire – the freedom and free-will.  God, in His goodness, was betrayed by man’s sinfulness and weaknesses.  Although, God is good, He also punishes our offenses.  Nathan, the mouth of God, prophesied the punishment uttered to David and in his kingdom. “Now, therefore, the sword shall never depart from your house” (2 Sam 12:10).  The kingdom of Israel and Judah or the Promised Land will experience lots of war.  This is also a reminder for all of us, sinners, if we will not change our ways of life.  Even if we hide our guilt, God sees them all that we have done against Him and of our neighbors.  Someone will point to our face the sins we have committed, “Why have you spurned the LORD and done evil in his sight?” (2 Sam 12:9).  He knows everything.  There is nothing hidden under the sun, or in the shadow of darkness, that He cannot see or know or discover, for He is God who scrutinizes us through and through.  He knows us very well.  He also corrects our wrong-doings.  The sword shall never depart from you. . . because you have despised me . . .” (2 Sam 12:10). 

Yet, do not get me wrong when I say also, that the love of God is beyond measure, for part of God’s love is to correct us.  Like a good father of his family, our God and Father also castigates (or pinapalo sa puwit) us for He loves us and He wants us to amend our life and straighten our behaviors.  God, also as Father, sometimes He changes His heart from a very strict to a forgiving Father, when we, His children, accepted and acknowledged the wrong we have done and wholeheartedly ready to ask for the forgiveness of our sins.  Like king David when he recognized his sins asked for forgiveness, "I have sinned against the Lord" (2 Sam 12:13).  And the representative of God, Nathan, would say, to David and to us “The Lord on his part has forgiven your sin. . .” (2 Sam 12:13).

zondag 9 juni 2013

Is death punishment for our sin?



10th Sunday in Ordinary Time
June 9, 2013

First Reading: 1 Kgs 17:17-24
Psalm 30:2, 4, 5-6, 11, 12, 13
Second Reading: Galatians 1:11-19
Gospel Reading: Luke 7:11-17

Who among us did not suffer the lost of a loved one – a parent, brother or sister, wife or husband, son or daughter, relative, friend, etc., due to pain, sickness, suffering and death?  Nobody.  Also, is there somebody or anybody celebrates or rejoices, and laughs and be happy when someone lost a loved one?  No one.  Rather, he or she extends his/her condolences, sympathy, support financially and morally, if not spiritually.  We all understand the difficulties, (such as emotionally, physically, psychologically); the feelings and emotions (i.e., sadness, fears, anxiety, loneliness); the hopelessness, when one of the members of the family dies.  As if we lost everything we hope for, we lost the future and the present, we lost the energy and enthusiasm to continue living, as if it is end of the world, our world is melted away, and as if we lost everything we have.  When someone dies in our family, we die also with him/her because we lost one part of our body, of our life.  It is really terrible event, when one dies, to those who left behind. 

Although, we know also that those who went ahead of us or died before us were already enjoying the beatific vision of God, that they see face to face their Creator and Lord, but for us who are still alive, it is hard for us to accept the death of our loved ones because we cannot see them any longer, we cannot hear anymore their voices, their laughter, their advice, their paglalambing.  We cannot talk to them and walk with them, to listen to them and to live with them; to dream with them for better future and to grow old with them even until the last breath we wanted to live together, to stay together, forever, if possible.

Nevertheless, life is very short and unpredictable.  Now, you see them active, healthy, strong, happy, full of life and joy; but, suddenly, tomorrow or instantly, we see them sick, bed ridden – you cannot talk to them because they are in coma, in ICU, in the operating room – nag-aagaw-buhay, they cannot move, paralyze, dead and gone.  We even say, he is still very young.  She is very beautiful and active.  He has many plans in life.  She is marvelous and wanted to marry and have many children.  He is at the top of his life.  He is like superman – a man of steel.  But, suddenly, in just an instance, in just a wink of an eye, he is gone.  She has left us – dead.  Death has sting in our life.

In the first reading, the mother in Zarephath and the mother in Nain in the gospel, both widows and their only hope and chance to survive in a chauvinistic and patristic society are their sons, now dead.  You can imagine the sufferings and pains of a mother in Nain – though she was silent but deep inside she was crying long and hard, her heart is broken, her eyes wet and red of tears, because she lost everything, even life.  You too can imagine the widow and mother in Zarephath, that was full of complaint to Elijah, because after giving everything to him – the last food (bread and oil) they have and letting him to stay in her house, her son felt sick severely and stopped breathing (cf. 1 Kgs 17:17).  She was accusing Elijah for her sin (1 Kgs 17:18). 

Does God punish us of death because of our sin?  Remember the fall of man and woman in Paradise because of sin of disobedience and the remarks of the widow in Zarephath.  Or is it our destiny (tadhana) that our time has come and we have to go back to our Creator, in whatever means, as death is the key to return to God, our Father and Redeemer?  That our real life and home is not here on earth but in Paradise called Heavenly Kingdom of God – as what Jesus said to the one of the thieves, “Today, you are with me in Paradise.”

Elijah and Jesus, when these two mothers and widows suffered death of a son, became compassionate.  When the Lord saw her, he was moved with pity for her” (Luke 7:13).  If they can bring life to them they will do it, in whatever manner, in whatever possible prayers.  And God listened to their pleas and prayers because God understands the importance of life at that moment and the sincerity of the heart. “The LORD heard the prayer of Elijah; the life breath returned to the child's body and he revived” (1 Kgs 17:22).  Jesus even touched the coffin, which is prohibited by the Law, and even the dead son, broke the Law, just to show his sympathy to the mother in Nain.  Elijah put his own body on the top of the dead boy’s body three times just to beg and make pleading and supplication to God on behalf of the mother in Zarephath. (1 Kgs 17:21).  And how many people, you and me, praying to God for the life and safety of their and our loved ones.  All these prayers were heard by God and responded to them, though in different ways and manners, yet He answered. 

You can also imagine the joy and happiness of a mother, or a father, and family members, of the mothers in Zarephath and Nain, when suddenly their sons were brought to life and given back to them alive.  “The life breath returned to the child’s body and he revived” (1 Kgs. 17:22).  “The dead man sat up and began to speak, and Jesus gave him to his mother” (Luke 7:15).  All anxieties were gone.  “Do not weep” (Luke 17:13).  There is amazement and awe of what had happened.  They cannot believe that their loved ones are alive, seated on her lap (1 Kgs 17:19), seated on a coffin and began to speak (Luke 7:15) – Mother! Father! My brothers and sisters! My friends!  What a wonderful sight, what a wonderful miracle!  There will be music and singing and dancing, and rejoicing, a grand celebration for a dead son has come to life!  "See! Elijah said to her, "your son is alive.“ (1 Kgs 17:23)  The mother in Zarephath said: “Now indeed I know that you are a man of God, the woman replied to Elijah. The word of the LORD comes truly from your mouth” (1 Kgs 17:24).  The people in Nain exclaimed: “A great prophet has arisen in our midst,” and “God has visited his people” (Luke 7:16)!  We can sing also, as the psalmist sung, “I will praise you, Lord, for you have rescued me” (Ps. 30).

Question(s) for Reflections:

1.  Do you believe that because of your sin, you are punished by God, and death in the family, and even pain, sickness, sufferings, poverty, kamalasan, etc. are brought by your sin?

2.  Does God punish your sin and the sentence He gives you is death of a loved one?  Or does God’s reward is death to His people whom He loves, for example Jesus His beloved Son died and rose from the dead?

3.  Do you believe in Tadhana, or time or the death of loved ones have come and it is time to go back home – in Paradise or in Heaven?

4.  Is death a key to enter into the next life or into a new better world?

5.  Do you believe in the resurrection of the dead, as Jesus rose from the dead, and that our religion – Catholicism, is born on the Post-Resurrection of Jesus from the dead?

6.  Can you say also, “A great prophet has arisen in our midst,” and “God has visited his people” (Luke 7:16), when death come?

zondag 2 juni 2013

Corpus Christi-Body and Blood we share to others



Corpus Christi
June 2, 2013
Year of Faith

First Reading: Genesis 14:18-20
Psalm110:1, 2, 3, 4
Second Reading: 1 Corinthians 11:23-26
Gospel Reading: Luke 9:11-17

Today’s celebration of the Sacred Body and Blood of our Lord Jesus Christ (or Corpus Christi) is very important reminder in our Christian life and faith; for we received from the Lord himself this memorial of his suffering and death for our sake until he comes again in his glory.  This exchange of bread and wine into the Body and Blood of Jesus Christ in the Eucharistic celebration of the Mass, as we do every day throughout the whole world, at the altar of sacrifice, is a banquet we partake and God shares – this love to all humanity.  It is the grace of God’s love to men and women, and our praise and thanksgiving to God in return for the blessing He gives to us.  It is also the greatest sacrifice God can make to us by offering His only begotten Son as a lamb to be slaughtered for the remission of sin and reconciliation with Him, as food we eat and drink, and nourish our body and soul.  This sacrifice, as we celebrate every day which institution we commemorated on the evening of Holy Thursday and concluded on the Passover festivities, however, are again inviting us to a particular and solemn celebration of this holy Sacrament, which synthesizes the life of our Lord and the fruit (Tree of Life) of our redemption.

In St. Paul’s Letter to the Corinthians said, “The Lord Jesus, on the night he was handed over, took bread, and, after he had given thanks, broke it and said, ‘This is my body that is for you’.” (1 Cor. 11:23-24) . . .  “In the same way also the cup, after supper, saying, ‘This cup is the new covenant in my blood’.” (1 Cor. 11:25).  Also, twice Jesus said, as St. Paul narrated, “Do this in remembrance of me” (1 Corinthians 11:24, 25).  Then, St. Paul concluded, “For as often as you eat this bread and drink the cup, you proclaim the death of the Lord until he comes” (1 Corinthians 11:26).  Therefore, it is constant reminder for all of us, this celebration of the Eucharist until Jesus comes again.  The mystery of the Eucharist has given us many counsels, for example, (a) it is a memorial of the passion, (b) is feast of unity, and (c) it is anticipation of the divine banquet which we share with Christ in the future life (in heaven). Thus, we need not just waiting and looking up in the sky for something to fall.  One thing, nevertheless, I/we can be sure of is that the Spirit of Truth that dwells among us will be our relentless guide, our constant reminder, and always announcing to us this memorial of the outpouring of the love of the Father and of the Son to us, and to the next generations to come, in participating in this Eucharist.  

The Sacred Body and Blood of our Lord Jesus Christ given to us, we eat and drink, though, is not a reward or merit or prize we deserved for the goodness we have done towards Him, but rather it is due to the mercy of God towards us.  Jesus’ sacrifice by pouring out his blood and his body was crucified are due to his eternal love for us, for this is what he was speaking the crowds about the Reign-Kingdom of God. (cf. Luke 9:11).  

In a similar way, Jesus is inviting us to offer ourselves and all that we have for others, especially to our loved ones, as part of our participation on the love He shown to us.  Jesus’ heart was troubled because of the condition of the crowds, and our conditions, that is why “he healed those who needed to be cured” (Luke 9:11); they were like sheep without a shepherd for they were hungry, thirsty and lost; as compared to his twelve disciples telling Jesus to dismiss and send them out and find for their own food.  The same command is telling to us by Jesus as he told his apostles: “Give them some food yourselves” (Luke 9:11); that is to say, give them something to eat from your own baon, although the disciples knew that there were not enough food for 5000 hungry men, women and children, to share their five loaves of bread and two fishes. (see Luke 9:13-14).  Nevertheless, in some gospel text, these bread and fishes came from a small boy (or a slave?).  The disciples also have nothing to do with the crowd and even careless to these people following Jesus the Christ.  Jesus, because of his loving heart, made a marvelous miracle in front of his disciples by multiplying the bread and fish, “Then taking the five loaves and the two fish, and looking up to heaven, he said the blessing over them, broke them, and gave them to the disciples to set before the crowd” (Luke 9:16), and all of them were satisfied and there were many as twelve baskets full of leftover fragments of bread and fishes. (see Luke 9:17).

Finally, as Christians, we too must be bread broken and multiplies, bread that is made accessible to any hungry and lost brothers and sisters, bread that gives of life, bread that unites and reconciles others, bread that satisfies hunger – agape bread. Also, as Christians, we must be good wine, the best grape crops, press from the labor of hands and feet and drink in cup to satisfy thirsty men and women, young and old, so that all who drink in us will experience the saving power of the Lord in us; and no more hunger or thirst and even death because of this sharing and giving and sensitiveness towards all.

Question(s) for Reflection:
1.  Are you bread broken and distributed to satisfy hunger of many?
2.  Are you wine pressed and shared to satisfy thirst of others?